This is where I ended up. Sneaking out from my wife to have sex with men, and stealing a pair of her panties and more to wear, to express my feminine side, along with my closeted homosexuality. By wearing her delicate clothes I show other men that I will be the bottom, receiving his powerful sex. And because he does not wear a condom his inevitable climax will be into me, a faggot bitch. I do not deserve pussy, nor do I want it anymore. Kissing on him as he whispers obscene things into my ear with every thrust, and yes we record it, as a recorded proof that I am a sissy